Lyrics

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Chorus:
I‘m taking over you
I‘m taking over you
You knee before my trembling body
Trembling from lust
Trembling through dust
I’m taking over you
I’m taking over you
You cry before your majesty
Wanting to feel it again
Wanting to feel the pain
I’m taking over you

Not equal, no enemy, no dearest friend
Just a slave, my inferior slave
There for my lust, next to the grave

I‘m taking over you
I‘m taking over you
You knee before my trembling body
Trembling from lust
Trembling through dust
I’m taking over you
I’m taking over you
You cry before your majesty
Wanting to feel it again
Wanting to feel the pain
I’m taking over you

I:
I’m holding you down
I’m wearing the crown
I give you a whip
I give you a sip
Of my sweetest honey
Just for you my bonnie

You’re trying to scream
With that tie in your mouth
Your trying to move
With your arms bound
You cannot run away
Inside, you just don’t want to run away

Chorus

II:
I’m burning from lust
When you’re licking my bust
You’re screaming from pain
When I hit you again
You are willing to come
I’m tasting your cum

It’s not over yet
My coosie’s still wet
Now it’s your turn to chase me
You will satisfy me
I lose myself in this
Come on, give it to me

III:
So you’re taking over me
Like I took over you
Your body before me
Whiplash in your hands
Now give me a hit
Make me scream
Make me suffer from lust
Hit me, bite me, give it to me
With no mercy, hit me
Hit me, common, hit me


Is this really me?

1.Stanza:
A heart for everyone
A silent listener
A friend when you need one
Always there for you
Always there

What is happening to her?
Why is she crying so desperately?
Is it love she is missing?
Why does nobody give her love?
Why is she so alone?

Chorus:
Is this really me?
I am no more myself
What have I become?
Something is changing inside of me
So many tears
Lonely in the darkness
With no light
No light to lead me at the tunnel's end
Clouds upon my sky
Thick and grey
Why?

2.Stanza:
She is so pretty
Young, adorable
A shame that she's alone
Love is out of sight
She has given up the hope

Why is she staring into the emptiness?
Has she become insane?
Is she waiting for someone?
For love finally to come?
How long will it take?

Chorus

Interlude:
She really is broken
(I am really broken)
She still sits there and cries
(I still sit here and cry)
Why is nobody solacing her?
(Why is nobody solacing me?)
Help her, show her love
(Help me, show me love)
You
(You)

Chorus


I will hunt you

Chorus:
I will hunt you
Hunt you till you're dead
I will hunt you
Hunt you till you're mad

1.Stanza:
I will destroy you
For my own delight
I will destroy you
For my secret fight
I am a demon deep down inside
I am a nightmare holding you tight
I am a monster searching you out
I am a devil screaming out loud

Chrorus:
I will hunt you
Hunt you till you're dead
I will hunt you
Hunt you till you're mad
I will chase you
Chase you till you bleed
I will chase you
Chase you till you're weak
I will break you
Break you till you cry
I will break you
Break you till you die
I will haunt you
Haunt you till you fall
I will haunt you
Haunt you till you crawl

2.Stanza:
I will murder you
And start up a fight
I will murder you
To get me feel right
I am a demon searching for God
I am a nightmare burning down hot
I am a monster wanting to fell
I am a devil, the master of hell

Chorus

Interlude:
You only see the surface
Nothing that's so deep inside
Will ever come out
And be covered with light
All of the darkness I'm bearing with me
Is something that you will never see

Chorus


You

1.Stanza:
I cannot really say what's deep inside
I don't know how to express myself
I'm just writing down these lines
Having no idea what to write down next
My thoughts are so unclear
But one thing I know and will never forget:

Chrorus:
You are the only one I think about
I just can get no sleep
You are the only one I think about
I want you to believe
Believe in us
You are the only one I think about
I just can get no sleep
You are the only one I think about
I want you to believe
Believe in love

2.Stanza:
There's not much to say about that
I simply think I'm very confused
But that's the way it goes
I will get to know you better soon
Tomorrow a new day will begin
Just another day until I see you again

Chorus (2x)


Dreaming in my Ocean

Chorus (2x):
I'm lying on my cloud
I'm dreaming in my ocean
I'm sleeping here alone
And flying through the stars

1.Stanza:
It's here where I was born
In a neverending sea
Where shadows are forelorn
Like whispers in a tree
It's here where I once lived
Once upon a time
When god gave me this gift
This sacred gift of mine

Chorus (2x)

2. Stanza:
My longing never ends
I want to fly away
To all my former friends
I have to find the way
I'll bring myself back home
Far away from the earth
Where I'll never be alone
Where I'm waiting for rebirth


No Freedom

Chorus:
There's no healing hand to take me
No wings are left to bring me away
I can't find any shelter to protect me
Am I lost, am I forgotten?
In these shadows I'm forelorn
I can't find the way to heaven
No stairway's left for me

And on I scream
And on I pray
And on I bleed

No freedom there for me

1.Stanza:
Caught in a cage
Kept in a prison
Lost in a dream
Captivated in jail
No freedom there for me

Chorus

2.Stanza:
Tied up in chains
Hold in dungeon
I got lead astray
Left in darkness
No freedom there for me

Chorus


Sagittarius

Chorus:
It's my only wish
To be with you forever
It's my only thought
To get to know you better
Will you stay with me 'til death?
Or will you run away to find someone else?
I love you more than you can see

1.Stanza:
Once in a while I get hurt
When I think of you at night
And cry tears in my pillow
Then I think of you and me
That you might be soon away
And I fear for this day

Chorus

2.Stanza:
When you're lying next to me
I know how lucky I am
I want to get closer to you
When you whisper in my ear
It feels like heaven to me
With you I'm feeling so free

Chorus

Interlude (whisper):
Ja, manchmal tut es sehr weh
Aber ich weiß, es ist es wert
Der Schmerz, dich zu verlieren
Es macht mich wahnsinnig
Vielleicht vergisst du mich irgendwann
Doch der Tag, an dem ich aufhöre
Dich zu lieben, wird niemals kommen

Chorus:
It's my only wish
To be with you forever
It's my only thought
To get to know you better
Will you stay with me 'til death?
Or will you run away to find someone else?
I love you more than you can see
It's my only fear
To get lost without you
It's my only way
To get further with you
Are you hoping that I'll stay with you?
Are you afraid of that I could leave you, too?
Don't worry because I love you


Blood on my wrist

Chorus:
There's a silent whisper
A silent scream
Tears on my face
Blood on my wrist
Delight of pain

1.Stanza:
You can give me your hand
You may give me your heart
Never tore me apart
Lead me into your land

2.Stanza:
You don't need to help me
You don't have to worry
Free me with your faith
Keep me warm and save

Chorus

1.Stanza

2.Stanza

Interlude:
I just need it
This unbearable lust

My soul lies in a deep darkness
Never comes up to see the sun
Down, down, maybe in hell
In a black dream of devils
My soul is scared to fall
My mind is screaming
Take the knife! Cut! Cut!
I break all my promisses
Never trust me
Never trust a human

There's no whisper anymore
From my deepest soul
A fearful scream sounds
It wants to come out
Someone has to break its chains
I have to breathe
I have to be free
I have to be alive

Dedicated to all of my friends


I love you

Chorus:
Take care of yourself
He said to me
As we said goodbye
Take care of yourself
He said to me
As we embraced

1.Stanza:
I'm dreaming, I'm bleeding
Waste my time with dim thoughts
Out there, far away
Floating in a midnightsky
I'm feeling, I'm leaving
Out there, far away
I'm seeking for your soul
I'm week, please give me shelter

Chours

2.Stanza:
I'm praying, I'm bleeding
I can't face this world alone
Out there, far away
Searching for my inner strength
I'm loosing, I'm dying
Out there, far away
I'm seeking for protection
I'm week, please give me shelter

Chorus

Interlude:
Take my heart
Take my soul
Take all that I was once
All I will become
All I am
Don't leave me
Don't leave me here
Don't leave me here alone

Chorus 2:
Please take care of me
I'll say to him
Tears will fill my eyes
Please take care of me
I'll say to him
Kiss my pain away
So take care of me
Take care of me
Take care of me

Dedicated to a person I really love ...


The Slave I Am

1.Stanza:
Come in, enchanting night
Switch off the shining light
Put down your sparkling coat
Thrust the stake into my throat
Drag me down into your cage

Interlude:
The sun never shines
The sky's no more blue
Darkness is falling
All over my world
Hopeless, insane
Don't leave me begging
I'm screaming your name

Chorus:
Regain me
You have me
Greedy for my neck
Greedy for my blood
Kiss me
Bite me
I feel your thirst
I feel your lust

2.Stanza:
You're taking over me
You don't let me be
I'm faint, I'm helpless
You may castigate my body
But you will never get my soul

Interlude

Chorus

Interlude


Enter

1.Stanza:
Moon in the clear sky
As you enter the portal
Go in, through the halls
Dark inside, no light
No fear, I'm here
Come closer, come closer

Chorus:
Enter darkness
Come near me
Look for me
Hold on to me
Enter my soul
Fight my fear
Fight my pain
Protect me
Enter me

2.Stanza:
Broken deep inside
Need for someone to protect me
I was taken down
Put in a cage with no lock
Break the iron and free me
Break it, break it

Chorus

Interlude:
Take off my mask
No necromancy
It's truly me

Chorus (2x)


Dance

1.Stanza:
The night invites me
To dance with thee
In the enlightened castle
The cello is playing
Leafes of roses on the ground
Take my hand
Lead me through the hall
Lead me into your heart

Piano is playing
Your beautiful song
Enchantress is covering
The night with stars
Tap your finger on my mouth
Don't let us speak a word
With closed eyes
We'll find each other

Chorus:
Give me your heed
Through this night
The candles are lightened
Kiss my hand
Touch my neck
Stay forever

2.Stanza:
Let the poison
Where it lies
Let the seed
Grow fast again
When my first spring begins
Roses will be in your bed
Cover me with them
Night, sweet night come

This dance won't end
'Til the piano stops
This dance won't end
'Til the cello plays
It's last line
Pour out the wine
Taste from my glass
I'll taste from yours

Chorus

Interlude:
Lay me down into your bed
The moon shines through the curtains
The music hasn't stop
Wine is still in my glass
Fill me with your love

Chorus (3x)

Dedicated to Johannes


The Song of our Love

1.Stanza:
Once you tried so hard to believe
Once still waters were deep
A world we never reached
Has lost all hope to precede
Want you still come with me?
We have left paradise behind
When angels fall in love
We will stand out in the dark
Waiting for soothing rain

Chorus:
When we have reached horizon road
A new beginning for our souls
Take my hand, dry my tears
Never leave me alone
Sing the song of our love
In moonlit nights we fly

2.Stanza:
Kiss the stars, a warm embrace
All I need is to be with you
In cold nights light the candle
I will tell you the story of freedom
Before you spread your wings
Take me with you in your arms
All I do I want to do with you
Everyday search the sea and fly with me
Find my heart, find my soul

Chorus

3.Stanza:
We have reached everything we wanted
Everything is fullfilled now
But you're crying about yout pain
Once you said everything has to end
Please don't leave me here alone!
Fallen angel, fallen from the night
Sleep now, rest in peace
You have left a lonely heart
I sing the song of our love

Chorus


Heart in Black

Chorus:
Darkness is covering my heart in black
The sun that always seems to shine is now hiding behind thick grey clouds
My laughter ... so empty
My heart ... stands still
My thoughts ... so deep in me can't come out
I don't need your help

1.Stanza:
Search in the wide white forest to find my bleeding broken heart
When you find it throw it in the deep blue sea where all my tears are sleeping
Should cry to get my feelings out
Should scream to chase away my fear

Chorus

Interlude:
Does anybody hear me?
Can someone fight away my pain?
I need ... love ... from someone ... who suffered the same

Chorus (2x):
Darkness is covering my heart in black
The sun that always seems to shine is now hiding behind thick grey clouds
My laughter ... so empty
My heart ... stands still
My thoughts ... so deep in me can't come out
I need your love


Pain

1.Stanza:
A blank sheet, an empty heart
Feelings are lost in nothingness
Thoughts are caged in dark dreams
No one to trust in this lying world
I am my only friend

Chorus:
So screeeam
And bleeed
My lust is too strong to restrain it
So cry
And hide

2.Stanza:
Lying there, crying there
Bleeding for my dreadful lust
Hating all the people 'round
No one to trust in this insane world
I am my only friend

Chorus

At the end:
Now I'm lying there
Slowly dying there
Speaking my last words
Holding my last breath
Crying my last tears

Am I in heaven? Am I in hell?


Longing

Chorus:
Searching the whole world
Hoping for a sign
That leads me to you
Have to find you
Have to be with you again

1.Stanza:
We suffered so many things
We tried so hard to stay together
We loved each other so strong
But now all these feelings are gone

Chorus

2.Stanza:
Sometimes I miss you so strong
This longing for you is unbreakable
Though I know we can't be together
Though I suppose you're in love with someone else

Interlude:
Do you still long for me?
Do you still miss me?
Do you still love me?
I know I've got so many questions
But I need to know it

Chorus (2x)

You'll always be the one I love ... Aquarius


Broken heart

1.Stanza:
Somewhere in the darkness
A little broken heart cries
Shall I pick it up?
Or must I fear that it lies?
But it's crying so violent
And I feel for it

Chorus:
'Cause I know how it feels when you're lost and broken
'Cause I know what it takes to make you happy again
Still I know that it's horrible to feel these feelings
And be sure I won't let you alone

2.Stanza:
Don't cry so violent
I'm here at your side
I will comfort you
Until you're laughing again
Just trust me and you'll see
What life can be

Chorus (3x)


Bloodlust (Can't change my darker side)

1.Stanza:
Don't know what's going on in my mind
Just feel these insane feelings
They're making me cutting myself
Deep into my veins I want to cut
But I never get it

Chorus:
The lust rushes through my blood
I want to bleed
Bleed to relieve
Bleed to relieve my pain
I want to bleed

2.Stanza:
I wanted no one to know it
But the whole world seems to notice it
People who shouldn't know it
Now it's too late
I can't escape
Things happened too fast

Chorus

Interlude:
Want to see me bleeding
Just to set myself free
Want to scream so loudly
Just to mention my pain
Don't think I'm insane
Everyone has a darker side
So turn away if you can't stand me
But you have to accept me the way I am
YOU CAN'T CHANGE ME!

Chorus (2x)


One with the sea

1.Stanza:
Can you see the frothy waves?
Can you see the dolphins flying into the deep blue water?
Can you see the sun reflecting on it's surface?

Chorus:
All I need to be happy is to see the ocean
I am one with the sea
Swimming in the waves
Diving with the dolphins
Floating over the water's surface

2.Stanza:
Can you hear the waves crashing?
Can you hear the wind blowing
Can you hear the wonderful silence when we are far away from the world?

Chorus

Interlude:
Feel the waves
Feel the water
Feel the ocean
See the beauty of the sea
Hear the silence of the sea
We are one with the sea

Chorus (3x)


Insane

1.Stanza:
They're waiting until the sun goes down
In bewitched trees they're hiding
They're comming out when the moon is up in the dark sky

Chorus:
Creeping shadows on the wall
Low voices whispering atrocious words
All this horror is making me insane
It's like the fear never stops
There are feelings inside of me
I can't restrain it anymore
I have to scream

2.Stanza:
Bleeding corpses are all around me
Sitting on my chair
Knocking at my window
Hanging from the ceiling

Chorus

Interlude:
But still I'm hoping for a better day
Hoping that the pain inside stops
Hoping that I'll process the fear
Hoping that someday all the feelings are gone
And I know this day will come
When I'm finished with suffering
Finished with pain and fear
But yet there is no end of all this to see

Chorus


Guilty (If only I died)

Guilty ... guilty ... guilty ... if only I died!

1.Stanza:
Though our relationship ended long ago
You visited me this week
I was surprised to see you this soon again
And asked you why you're comming 'round
You said you missed me and still love me
I said I, too
But I remembered the reason why left each other
And realized that there can be no future

Chorus:
Because you suffered so much pain just to see me
I have done nothin' to take you higher
I just watched the way they were treating you
I should have left you sooner, but I couldn't
Love liked me at your side
You see I'm guilty, so guilty
If only I died! But now it's over
And still you are broken inside ...

2.Stanza:
What can we do now?
You visited me again but I kept on ignoring you
I didn't want it to start again
Though I know you don't have to suffer this time
But you feel so far away
I'm sorry, you know why
In the end it would be better for both of us
We will meet again, in another life

Chorus

Interlude
Though I need you
Though I have to be with you again
Please, go ... go ... go ...

Chorus

I dedicate this song to my old love Aquarius


Want to find me (But never will heal me)

Want to find me
Want to reach me
Want to feel me
But never will heal me

1.Stanza:
Love was never on my side
I've got a wasteful insane life
Then the only thing I wanted to reach was death
I often found me trying to kill myself
But I was too weak
There's nothing to take away my pain
Everyday the same feelings, thoughts
I'm insane

Chorus:
Want to find me
Want to reach me
Want to feel me
But never will heal me
Never ... never

2.Stanza:
Sometimes destiny filled my mind with love
Beautiful, charming and lovely
But I didn't cuntinius 'til the end
Though I tried my best to keep the warmth
It was always floating away
There's nothing to take away my pain
Everyday the same feelings, thoughts
I'm insane

Chorus

Interlude:
Love can make you feel fine
But it won't stay on your side forever
Sometimes
Love wants to find me
Love wants to reach me
Love wants to feel me
But Love will never heal me


Believe

1.Stanza:
An emptiness filled my heart
Black water ran through my soul
Fear seemed to be waiting in every corner
Insane thoughts in my mind

Chorus:
But now I know that there is something
I know that it can heal me
I know that it can free me
And now I know that there is someone
Someone I like to call God

2.Stanza:
Like ice my blood rushed through my veins
How cold I was before
It never seemed to be changing
Disguising thoughts were in me
But they won't ever come out

Chorus

Interlude:
I believe in you
I pray to you
I believe in you!
Now my life is so beautiful
Now I can feel the plenty
Deep inside of me

This song is dedicated to our father who art in heaven, and in my heart.


Out of Paradise

1.Stanza:
In a world full of fear and anxiety
Brave hearts are fighting for their lifes
In a world dark as the night covered in clouds
Dead souls never find their freedom
In a world reigned of diabolical thoughts
The fearful prayers to god won't ever end

Chorus:
Lifes are broken
Hearts are stolen
Souls are frozen
Angels have no longer wings
All the devils got the rings

To mankind:
Cry about your pain!
Scream his fucking name!

To Satan:
Satan you're insane!
God is precious, you're delirious!

To God:
Lift me up from hell!
The devil must decay!
His world will no longer stay!


Du schlägst mich ins Gesicht

1.Strophe:
Warum hast du das getan?
War es deine Wut denn wirklich wert?
Du glaubst ich bin dein Spielzeug
Deine dumme kleine Puppe
Wirfst mich weg und zerreist mich wieder
Denkst du ich knie vor dir nieder?

Refrain:
Und dann schlägst du mich einfach ins Gesicht
Hast meine Welt vor mir zerbrochen
Meine tiefsten Träume abgestochen
Du hast ein Leben mehr zerstört
Und genommen, was eigentlich mir gehört
Und dann schlägst du mich einfach ins Gesicht

2.Strophe:
Ich dachte ich kenn dich wirklich gut
Hab geglaubt du gibst mir Hoffnung
Doch nun zerstörst du alles wieder
Nimmst mir die Kraft zum weiter gehn'
Mein Schmerz genügt dir immer noch nicht
Meine Tränen vergieße ich nie wieder für dich

Refrain

Zwischenspiel:
Tröstet dich mein Schmerz?
Siehst du gern mein totes Herz?
Muss ich sterben um glücklich zu werden?
Ich bin nicht mehr hier auf erden ...

Refrain